The last while has been one of those periods where I wish I truly am anonymous, that no one I know is reading my blog. So much to document and vent, but no can do, to respect privacy and honour trust. I wouldn't feel such conflict if by nature I weren't such a blabbermouth.
But I am going to honour my own need to be upright and trustworthy and shut the fuck up. Instead, I burrow into a book called The Four-Fold Path, where I learn to tap into my inner warrior, healer, visionary and teacher, all traits that need to be developed in order to be a balanced, peaceful person.
Reading the book makes me think that, well if I just develop these traits, I wouldn't need to see a psychiatrist. I will share the wisdom of this book. But right now I have to finish writing up a funding proposal for a Latin American group in the neighbourhood.
Am I Latin American? No. Why am I doing this? For something to do. But immediately after I said yes, I regretted it. Now I have to honour my commitment like the warrior I want to be.
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`Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?'
`That depends a good deal on where you want to get to,' said the Cat.
`I don't much care where--' said Alice.`Then it doesn't matter which way you go,' said the Cat.
`--so long as I get somewhere,' Alice added as an explanation.
`Oh, you're sure to do that,' said the Cat, `if you only walk long enough.'
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`In that direction,' the Cat said, waving its right paw round, `lives a Hatter: and in that direction,' waving the other paw, `lives a March Hare. Visit either you like: they're both mad.'
`But I don't want to go among mad people,' Alice remarked.
`Oh, you can't help that,' said the Cat: `we're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad.'
`How do you know I'm mad?' said Alice.
`You must be,' said the Cat, `or you wouldn't have come here.'
Alice didn't think that proved it at all; however, she went on `And how do you know that you're mad?'
1 comment:
Sylph,
Don't worry so much, and do not talk yourself into needing a doctor
"noboddy" . I like your writing
and most the time's your ideas and
behaviours.
Sincerely " wonder"
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